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September 2011

“It doesn’t interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dare to dream of meeting your heart’s longing. It doesn’t interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love, for your dream, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn’t interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touched the center of your own sorrow, if you have been opened by life’s betrayals or have become shriveled and closed from fear of further pain. I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine or your own, without moving to hide it or fade it, or fix it.” —

Oriah Mountain Dreamer 

oh, goosebumps

(via sweepyeyes)

Sep 25, 201115 notes
#quotes
Sep 24, 2011129 notes

it’s a chilly first day of fall and while cleaning the house i thought it would be nice to open the doors and windows. but living right behind 94 is kind of like living next to the ocean. only less soothing and more obnoxious. 

well, time to make some homemade chicken noodle soup for the boys tonight before football!

Sep 22, 2011
Sep 22, 2011
#prettymixingbowl #pictures of me
Sep 22, 20111,373 notes
Sep 22, 2011491 notes
#chris colfer #good lord christopher
Sep 21, 201137,457 notes
Sep 19, 20111,545 notes

i am so angry. hurt. and i know that i am not loving myself, my friends and family, or my god. this darkness is consuming me again. why did they give up on me so easily?

Sep 14, 2011
Sep 14, 201111,765 notes
Play
Sep 14, 2011
#listen to this
Sep 14, 201143,756 notes

so last night was bad.

everything, every one of them, from the beginning came back to me and like ghosts haunted me. i’m sorry to everyone who had to put up with my crazy side. 

i am just so lonely. 

even the friends who i loved are so far away. silent. 

i pushed them away.  i don’t know them anymore. don’t recognize them. and while they go on with their lives, and i go on with mine… i miss them. 

but i have to just keep going. it’s better to wallow alone, than to subject everyone else to the chaos and hell that i am: janell.

Sep 13, 2011
Sep 12, 20112,230 notes
#illustration
“In every man’s heart there is a secret nerve that answers to the vibrations of beauty.” —Christopher Morley
Sep 12, 2011
“My biggest disability is that I don’t know my abilities.” —luke, a friend
Sep 6, 2011
Sep 6, 2011
vagabond

I am a wandering soul

or so I have been told.

I walk a fine line,

a lifeline, a tether;

one silly red ribbon

cut to pieces and tossed into the wind,

like bread crumbs

leading a trail 

down the rabbit hole.

Sep 6, 2011
Kids Say the Darn'dst Things!
  • Kaleb: Mom, truth or dare?
  • Steph: Dare.
  • Kaleb: I dare you to stand up and scream, "I love boys!"
  • Nathan: Wait, didn't you mean girls?
  • Kaleb: No, that would be rapist.
  • Billy: I thought it was lesbian?
  • Kaleb: Fine! Mom, kiss aunty Natalie.
  • Steph: What? Like I haven't kissed her before.
  • Boys: ewww!
  • Natalie: Mmmm, was that cherry?
Sep 6, 2011
Sep 5, 201114,971 notes
#art #collage
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